We stood beside each other as the elevator slowly took us up to the 8th floor, holding hands as you lazily linked your fingers between mine, turning to smile at me, winking at me. I felt a slow heat rise along my face, and knew I had blushed once more.
The suite was no less than expected. Your set your bags down and we plopped down on the sofa as I watched as you kicked off your shoes. "What time do you want do you want to go shopping?" You asked me in a coy, yet sexy voice, looking over at me as your lashes fell lower over your eyes, as you looked over at me. "Shopping? Who said we needed to go shopping?", I asked in bewilderment.
"Well, my love, you only have what you're wearing, and since you're going to be staying with me for a while, we'll need to get you a better wardrobe", you softly coaxed as you gently ran your fingers over the knuckles of my hand. I felt a slight shiver tingle up along my spine, and leave a damp chill on the back of my neck, as I swallowed hard; looking from my hand up towards your face, once again losing myself in the gaze of your eyes. Slowly you moved closer beside me on the sofa, and moved your hand from my mine, and placed it on my upper right thigh, tracing soft circles along my skin.
"But, love.... I have plently of things at home. Can't we...", you broke off my words as you leaned in and kissed me on the mouth, placing your hand along the back of my neck, as you continued to work your free hand over my thigh. I moaned softly as your tongue flicked over my bottom lip, before you broke off our kiss and sat back, laying your head back against the back of the sofa sighing out loud. "Can't we what, love? You were going to say something?"
With your hand still resting lightly on my thigh, you slid your fingers towards the inner side of my thigh, tracing your fingers lazily along my skin, causing my body to erupt with a heated desire, and I tried to restrain myself, as I spoke to you as if I was indeed in control of my body, even though I wasn't. Tremors ran up my thighs against my groin, causing my pussy to throb with that aching need to be sedated again. I turned my body around, facing you as I criss-crossed my legs and sat facing you with my dress hitched up towards my thighs, and pulled my dress up a littlle higher, making myself comfortable, as I cleared my throat and fixed my gaze on yours.
"Can't we, ummm.... drive back to my house and get some of my things? I mean, why spend your money on me love? I have things to wear.", I said gently to you as you leaned closer and looked gently into my eyes, fixating a gaze on me that left my heart pounding, as you slide your hand up my thigh, lightly brushing your fingers across my panties. A shiver raced up my thigh, and straight up along my back, causing me to shiver a little bit.
"Are you cold, love? Maybe a nice warm shower would warm you up after that long ride. Long drives can be so tiresome especially with this kind of heat", you whispered within inches of my mouth, and I could feel your breath on my lips. I couldn't speak, I just closed my eyes and shook my head, and reopened my eyes, and smiled gently at you, as I ran my fingers through your hair, playing with the ends of your hair; wrapping it around my fingers, and letting it go.
You leaned back and sighed, turning your head to look at me as if you had something to say, but only looked longingly at me, as you reach out your hand and cupped my face. You had a look of pure bliss is your eyes, as they sprakled and danced, and I smiled blushingly at you and kissed the center of your hand, placing my hand over yours and sighed.
"Leticia...", I sighed, looking up at you, "I love you"
You smiled, and said in a soft hushed tone, as you stroked your fingers along my face, "I love you too, baby. What's wrong?"
"Nothing, love, I just wanted you to know that", I said honestly, while inching my body closer to yours, and rested my hands on the sides of your face, and leaned in to kiss you softly on the lips. I felt a fire spark deep inside of me, as you leaned in to kiss me back, parting my lips with your tongue, flicking your tongue over my teeth, before sliding your tongue inside of my mouth, kissing me deeply and passionately. I whispered along your lips, "Why do you love me so much? Is there something in me that you see, that I don't?", still gazing into the soft brown of your eyes.
You looked at me with sincere devotion, and whispered along my lips, "Love isn't just a word, lover. Love holds many layers, and until you I was never able to open myself up, completely . You hold the treasure to my heart, a key if you will. You can open it with just the slightest of words, or with just a simple gesture. That gesture between us that proves to me that you are willing to do anything possible for me, and that's enough. Never doubt yourself with me, love. If you know me like I think you do, you already know the answer to your questions"
I smiled, and kissed you again, then got up and walked across the room to the open bar, and got a Spritzer, fumbling with cap, getting frustrated because I couldn't get open. Mumbling insane obscenties at the bottle, I placed it back down on the counter and flopped in a chair across from you.looking down at my hands, I began fiddling with my fingers, getting upset at my own restlessness, and got back up and paced across the room to the window. Looking out of the window, I thought about the things you said and the look on your face when you said them, and closed my eyes; leaning foward placing my head against the window, looking down at the traffic below.
Getting lost in whir of the traffic, and the mesmerizing colors of the sunset forming across the sky, wonderful blends of crimson and violet blues, I sighed heavily and closed my eyes. The blue, so bright yet pleasant, I would have given anything to have a dress in that color. So lost in my own world, I didn't even hear you shuffle across the deep, thick plush emerald green carpet. I jolted a little upon your hands reaching around my waist, with your lips just brushing lightly against my ear. "What's wrong, love? Are you okay? You're shivering", you whispered into my ear, turning me around to face you. You placed your hands gently at the sides of my waist, and said, "If you're not comfortable with being here with me, I will quietly go and leave you at your will, to do as you please. I don't want to crowd you, or make you feel like I'm pushing myself onto you. I'm not a clingy person, Chrissi. But, your thoughts leave me out in the open, vulnerable; searching your soul for the answers you seek. Talk to me. Nothing you say will push me away, ever"
Placing my hands on your chest, I spoke softly almost as if in a whisper, in fear of being heard too loudly, or rejected, "What are we doing, Whitney? I mean, what are we really doing? I'm married. Of course, I'm leaving him, but who knows how long that will be, or take. And, it's not that I'm uncomfortable with you, I'm very comfortable being here with you, but; it's that feeling of being with you that makes me want to stay forever, and never go back. And, I know that's not possible... I have children."
Taking my hands in yours, you raised them to your face, grazing my fingers with your cheek, kissing them; then lowering them back down between our bodies as you still held me close, "It's not all about that now is it, really? Of course, I'd love for you to stay with me, even to go back with me, or perhaps find a place of our own; as we have spoken of before. But, I know your heart is in two places, torn in two desperate directions, and you're afraid you're going to make the wrong move.But, I am a very patient woman. I will wait for you, for eternity of necassary. Do you understand?", you said looking deep into my eyes, reaching your hand up along my cheek, to wipe a single tear away. "I love you, Chrissi. Marriage, or no marraige; nothing or any force of nature could tear me away from you. I just need you to believe in yourself enough to know what I already see in you"
I couldn't find the wards to say to you, and laid my head on your shoulder, wrapping my arms around you, holding as you close to me I could, without blending our souls into one. Your rested your hand on my back, as you placed the other along the back of my neck, trailing your fingers through my hair, kissing me on the top of the head. "Come now, love. You should relax awhile. Let's get you into that shower, and warm those chilled bones of yours, you're shivering"
"Letti?" I whispered, looking up at you.
"Yes, love?"
"Stay with me, please. I don't want to let you go", I said, still holding your body close to me, as you looked down at me, smiling.
"Of course, love. You couldn't lose me even if you tried"